I hate exam period...but I guess everyone does.... So want this semester to be over! want school to be over... I want so much but am so lazy to get the things done that need to get done. I cant wait to start my profession! Its funny how the people who I talk to that are in places I want to be....want to be in my situation. The marrieds want to be single.... people in their jobs want to be in school... and I want to be where they are. Then I am told that when I finally get to the place I want to be.... I will want to be where I am now... Needless to say.... this is a perdicament. And I dont want to hear anyone tell me about my spellin mistakes or how I started this sentence with 'and'. Math major...k ..... easy now... So u marrieds are goin to tell me to enjoy this time of being single? U people working.... are u goin to tell me to enjoy school? Well then I am tellin u to enjoy being married.... and enjoy working for a living... unless ur a blue collar worker....then go to school. Been there done that and thats y I am in school.

So then there is my relationship with God... I want to go to the nations.... kind of hard while being a student and having lots of debt. Jesus said that we will greater things than He did. I want to do those things. Oooohhh for God to heal the sick through me! To bring into operation the gift of prophesy. I want to be so in tune with the Holy Spirit that God can touch peoples lives through me in powerful ways. I want ....I want ...I want... God says to set our minds on heavenly things... I want it all now... so just want to be there now... I do have patience and thats y I am not jumpin off something really high right now...

I am so tired...got an exam tomorrow, its goin to be great! Love life : Well heres wishin u blessings upon blessings!